I don’t even know how to explain it anymore but it just hurts when people move on and suddenly everything that once felt real just fades away. You try so much, you really do, but somehow it turns into blame like you did something wrong just for caring. They say stuff like “you just don’t get it” or “I wasn’t in the mood” and it makes you doubt yourself even when your heart was clean.
Then one day they find someone new and it’s like everything before just stops mattering. All those long talks and late night chats, all the small things that used to mean something, they just vanish. Trust becomes hard, you start keeping things to yourself cause it’s safer that way. People believe anything they hear instead of just asking what really happened.
Lately it’s been really quiet. Not the good kind of quiet, just the one that makes you feel alone even when you’re around everyone. You see people laughing, smiling, doing their thing but it doesn’t reach you. Nights get long, thoughts just keep spinning, and every day feels kinda heavier even if it looks normal from outside. Maybe that’s how people fade, not by leaving but by slowly disappearing in all the noise till no one even notices.